well we are still at the hospital. i told the doctor if i would have known that we were just going to be sitting here with no IV's i wouldhave gone home and brung him back today for the chemo. smh dumb doctors. anyway they are going to start the chemo today and she said to cross my fingers to go home after chemo is done. i think tjs doctors remind me of the three stooges. dr bell is mo, dr barilari is larry and dr rifkin is mo (because she is the more smart and practical of the three). so im just going to hold my horses and wait. whats a couple more days. specially if it will help my sons health.

i went to the apt yesterday to see how it was. im so jealous because yamils mother is enjoying it more than me. i told him when me and tj come home she is not to come over all the time. he says he wants to not be treated like a child but he lets people do it. so when he comes to me crying with that i tell him i dont want to hear it. i tell him im not going to compete with his mother. but when he tells me he is going to do something for me and he calls me and says hes doing something for his mother...then i open my mouth. because if you are going to keep telling me one thing and keep doing something else then why even bother to say youre going to do something for me and you ALWAYS put your mother first no matter what it is.

anyway we had a whole discusion on that. because that is our apt not me yamil and yamils moms apt. so he said he was going to talk to her. i hope he can put his foot down.

well let me go and watch my son play som Hulk. keep yall posted.