Well, it's been a long while. I've been soooo busy. Just taking care of my son and my household. Work is good.

For thoes of you who don't know. My son is back in the hospital. His cancer grew back stronger than before. They told me that there is no cure and that they were going to do things to make him comfortable and to give him more time. When I hear the news I couldn't believe it. I guess I still don't want to believe it. I just don't want to see him hurt anymore. My mom wants to get a second opinion, I told her yes but to be honest I trust in what the doctors here tell me and he is in pain and sick I don't want to drag him all over the place.

So that's where we stand as of now. He gets a Make A Wish. So he is going on a shopping spree. I would go to Disney World but I'm only part time and I don't get paid time off. So the shopping spree is good enough and he will have toys and games to keep him occupied when we are home because the doctors said that they are going to get him a hospice nurse while we are home to make it more easy for us when tj is home.

It hurts to say but for thoes of you who didn't catch on. The doctors basically said that I have to sit back and watch my son pass away if they can't do anything else to help him.

Ok But anyway I'm doing ok.

I'll keep you posted.