well i got a text from my play sister Shanice. shes coming to visit me a tj with her mom today. i went home yesterday to get some rest and yamil is there at the hospital. im going to go and see them. im so excited. tj was not in a good mood yesterday. hes eye looks like its going to come out of its socket. i guess thats the cancer?!? in a way im excited to bring him home but im scared as hell. i told all the doctors this.

well let me finish watching some tv and relax a bit. i just cant stop crying. i just cant.

ill keep you posted.