i got a call from the doctor. i called him back and he was telling me that tj is really sick. we are going to sit down and talk about staying in the hospital or going to Hospice. i dont think they are going to send him home. i told "aunt gina" the aunt of Ky (the lil boy who passed away last year around this same time) and she gave me information for funeral homes. i still dont know what to do? im still in denial. i just cant imagine lossing my baby boy. how can i move on? how can i have more children? how???

ill keep yall posted.