i just want to say Thank You so very much. My love for TJ is just so amazing. i was there for his first breath and i was there for his last.

between 4:30am-5am me and yamil woke up to tj grunting. he was fighting the nurse because his nose was bleeding and he didnt want to be bothered. so yamil and i got up and spoke to tj to try to calm down so she could whip his nose. sinse his face was so swollen on the right side we moved him to his left side. his breathing seemed the same but it kept geting slower and slower. i was holding his hand, well he was holding my finger then he took his last breath. i couldnt believe it. i just looked at his cheast. i told yamil and he ran and got the nurse. she came in with the other nurses and they listened to his heart and confermed he had passed.

its funny how everythin happened. friday we went to make pre funeral arrangments, then when we went to the hospital my friends luis and jessica came by and then their pastor came and they presented tj to God. the pastor presnted us to God and washed us of all our sins. then all this happened this morning. so things happen for a reason because the pastor was going to come this morning but he didnt want to wait.

the funeral is friday the 23rd. ill give more on the matter. ill keep you posted.