Hello all. I got my computer up for a little while. I posted a picture of my son. That was Halloween last year he was a pirate. I miss him so much. It hurts so much I have to call his name out loud sometimes. Luis and Jessica have invited yamil and myself to church. We have been going to church for the past week. I really feel good. I hate to say that lossing my son made me realise that I needed Jesus in my life. The pastor says maybe that was what tj was put on this earth for. I know if tj was well I would not be going to church. I would not want to know the Lord.

Yamil got me an engagement ring. We are going to dinner this friday to celebrate. I'm so excited. I'm sad cause I wish tj was here to see this happiness. People say he is looking down on me from heaven, but forget that I want him here with me. I was looking at old pictures and my son was something else. I love him so much!!!

I'm going to look for a full time job because I have a feeling that I'm not going to get offered one at NY Waterway. But oh well. I'll keep ya'll posted