well yesterday night yamil and i came home from church and just kinda got my feelings hurt. yamil after me prying he told me that thoughts popped in his mind about porn and women. i know he looks at other females. so when we are intimate together i wonder what or who he is thinking about. so my feelings were hurt.

i had lunch today with hector and i told him all about it. he gave his opinion about the situation. but i did have fun with hector. im not going to lie feelings did spark.

yamil text me that he still wants to marry me and make things right. he says he has something for me tonight. watch that be nothing spectacular. but oh well. ill keep yall posted.