I got this letter in the mail from The Port Authority of NY & NJ. I'm scheduled to take a test on Monday March 19th. It's for a part time Toll Collector position. Now I'm making more money at the NY Waterway job...I think. I don't know if I should go and take the test or what. You know what they say just stick to what you have for now. Specially if it took a long time to get the thing you have now. I don't know. I'll see what happens. I'll call and reschedule if this job I have now doesn't give me anymore hours. I've been working at NY Waterway for almost a month now and still haven't gotten paid. Now should I turn on the ghetto and demand my money or be polite and asked them where my money is?

Me and Hector are doing fine. At least on my end. I'm really trying to be a good woman for him. I know I've had a checkered past in that department but I'm glad he's giving me another chance. We are talking about kids and family and weddings. I know I'm seriously talking about it. I know he talks about it with me, but when the day comes I'll be happy. I even got the engagement ring that I want.  Here it is Click view with Heart shaped diamond and that's my dream ring  http://www.bluenile.com/product_details.asp?oid=5107&page=1&col=2&row=5&pos=14&set_shape=HS I love this ring. He says that he will see if he's going to get me that. He wants to pick something for me. I wouldn't be mad at what he picks. As long as it's an engagement ring. LOL

I didn't hear from Keon, but I told him that it was nothing I can do for him. I don't want him to call me or talk to me anymore. It's ashame because he did nothing wrong. It was all me. To be honest he is a nice person but he has a lot of stuff to get straightened out in life then to come around me. So he took it ok... I guess.

I still haven't been to Curves yet. I'm going to go Monday. It's just that stomach virus took a lot out of me this past week. My sister just told me that she got suspended today for fighting some girl that was jealous of her friendship with another girl. Man B*tches. They suck. So now she's stuck home. I was going to do laundry today but the rain stopped me from doing that cause I have to walk to the laundry mat in the rain and that would be pointless. So I'm going to get my hair done tomorrow and then I'm going to do laundry and Sunday I'll get my nails done. I have to pay my cell phone bill and my house phone bill. I'm broke already. So this is why I need to get paid from this NY Waterway job.

I slept all day today and I'm still sleepy. WTF??? Well I'm going to play some PSP "Thrillville" Yeah my Hector got me that for Christmas. I was going to put what I'm getting him in here but I know him and his friends read this blog now. So I'll wait. I want to get it by the 11th cause we are going to do the hotel night. I like thoes nights. But I'll keep ya'll posted.