Well my favorite people. I'm single. Well not really. Hector and I had a long talk last night. He keeps bringing up that he is thinking about breaking up with me and all this stuff. I kinda get tired of hearing that stuff. So I said make the break up happen if you're going to keep bringing it up. The talk we had last night brung me to tears. I cried hard. So we decided to be friends...For now. Until he gets the trust back in me. But we are still friends. We are not going to stop talking. He says he's heart is still with me and my heart is still with him. And he knows that. I do really love him and I want things to work between us so I'm giving him his space and time to get what he needs straight. I'm not looking or going to look for anyone else. I know who I want to start a family with. I mean for crying out loud I want a daughter with Hector. He knows that. I just hope he wants the same.

I'm kinda getting tired of NY Waterway already. LOL I've been there a month now and I still haven't gotten paid. I asked and they said friday (March 9th). So I'm not going to go postal yet. LOL This is a months worth of money. So I'm going to get the T-Mobile Dash. Me and Hector are going to get one. I think it's time or a change because everyone has a sidekick 3 and I need a grown and sexy phone. I think I'm going to like that phone. It takes better pictures and I can get Windows on it. So we will see. I'm going to keep the sidekick 3 though. I'll let ya'll know how I like it.

So I'm going to sit back and relax for the rest of the day until I go out and pick of Ta'Shaun (my baby). I think I'm constipated. Man what's the remedie for that? LOL I'm all messed up man. LOL I'll keep you posted.