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Sad and Happy
2007-08-31
well im sad, because every child is starting school soon and my tj cant go to school. he has to probably wait another year. i was so excited about him starting school but its for the best.

im happy because yamil and i went to put the rest of the money down on the apartment. the lady thats supposed to be out by today is still there. so the owner asked us to call him on sunday evening and he will give us an update. the only thing is we gave him the money so monday we are moving in...no questions.

we got most of the packing done. all we have to do is move and we are set. tj is doing better and yamil told me that he was going to get a second job so i dont have to work. wtf no one has ever even said that to me before. im usually the one who is doing all the work and paying bills and stuff. so i think we will work something out.

ill keep yall posted.
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Still here
2007-08-26
well we are still here at the hsopital. sucks, but there is nothing i can do about it. i still havent had a chance to pack. my mom acts like she is the only one in the world that has stuff to do. so im gonna end up going back and forth with my stuff cause i dont have anything packed. oh well guess i cant do anything about that either. im about to get my own place and i wont be able to enjoy it. but i guess i cant do anything about that.

there are people who have it worse than me so i guess thats the upside to my life. think of others who are worse off. which isnt right so i wont dwell on it.

one more week and im getting my own place. i still havent called cable, or electricity or anyone yet. have to do that all on monday. which is gonna suck cause everyone and there mother is gonna be calling. but as usual there is nothing i can do about that.

anyway ill keep yall posted.
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13 days
2007-08-20
well as u can see im still counting down. situations at home are getting tense for both me and yamil. his mom is acting like a bitch just like my mom. so hes a lil stressed. i think because we are leaving out. they just dont want us to grow up. yamil says evryone says he acts like a child, but hes doing something to help himself and everyone is looking down. so i told him to ignore everyone for now. thats what im doing. so we will be alright. i started packing this past weekend. so now i have to get my clothes washed and my shoes packed and lil papers and nicknacks here and there and im set. yamil has like 2 different people helping him move with trucks. i told him he has to tell one person no. now hes going to have all these people and we dont need them. because we are getting everything new so im throwing everything away.

tj is still home doing fine. he has a checkup this week they may have to give him a blood transfusion. but as long as hes doing well then im happy. but ill keep yall posted.
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18 more days
2007-08-16
yes 18 more days til i get my place. im so excited. i went to the furniture store with yamil to tell them when the move in date is. since they wont deliver on labor day we have to sleep on the floor the first night which will be cool with me. but that memory foam bed is calling my name. lol hopfully tj will be home in time for us to move so he can enjoy his room. im so excited to because tj might go home tomorrow. i hope so.

well ill keep yall posted on the count down hee hee
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Special Thanks
2007-08-16
i know i dont have time to read everyones blog right now because im looking and typing from my cell phone, but i just wantd to give thanks to all of you who have sent out a prayer for my son. i wish i had time to thank you all persnally but i cant right now. so this is for you...THANK YOU!!!!! from shante, ta'shaun and family.
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my son
2007-08-11
well as u guys know my son go admitted into the hospital and his cancer came back. they are going to start him again on monday for chemo. he said this one should work to keep him in check. hell how come they didnt use this one in the first place. but im not a doctor so i cant complain. but the doctor seemed hopeful that this one will work.

as for the apt, yamil and i are still getting the apt we arent going to let anything get in the way of that because tj says he wants his own room. we souped his head up with that too much to back down now. so well see how that goes and ill keep yall posted.
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Every year
2007-08-09
i dont know if these are signs but wtf man. every year i move forward to getting an apartment my son gets sick...every year. im not blaming my son because him getting sick is not his fault. maybe i shouldnt get an apt!?! if this is going to happen maybe its the lords way of saying you dont need this right now. hell when am i gonna be really happy? seems like when i get happy something always goes wrong. i dont understand.

my son yesterday was admitted into the hospital. they took his blood and he was low on blood. and they think his cancer may be back. i really just hope its the anemia. well ill keep you posted.
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Soner than later
2007-08-06
howdy all...well as you know im a little stressed. if you didnt know now you do. lol my son had his 3 month checkup for his cancer and he started getting sick. i was so nervous because they were talking about putting him in the hospital. he was running fevers and not being himself. but he has another doctors apt today to check his blood. so everything should be fine. he was fine yesterday evening.

well we might get the apt sooner than later. instead of septemeber 15th we asked the landlord can we move in september 3rd. the only problem is that the old tenant is still there. well she got to get the hell out. lol well other than that im doing ok. cant really complain too much. everyone that i know of woke up this morning. yamil wants to get married. we'll see. but ill keep ya'll posted.
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