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Why i never wanna go home
2007-07-31
VENT POST...yeah most people say home is where the heart is. smh my home is where my headache is...my freakin mother. i cant even come and relax after a day of work without something going on. when im laying in my bed trying to relax she always comes in with a story or a complaint that she told me two days ago. its annoying when your tired and you cant get rest before you have to pick you child up from school. then thats something else to deal with, but i expect it from a four year old child then a fifty something year old woman. she wonders why her boyfriend comes home and rolls over and goes to sleep. she wonders why she gets no respect at work because of her bad attitude. she wonders why i dont want to go to the movies with her or dinner, because shes one of thoes people who instead of having a nice meal she complains the whole time. i dont even feel like eatting half the time.

so the last couple of months ive been hanging at the mall or with yamils mother. hes having the same problem with his mother, but she hides it really well. i told him if he hangs with my mother like i hang with his. it will be complaint after complaint. she wont at least hide it for a guest.

her friends dont talk to her anymore...i wonder why. and shes said that her friends have parties and she doesnt get invited. even when my dad came up from georgia to see tj in the hospital she was a bitch to him. and he looked at me and said see what i mean. and now i see. i see what hes talking about clearly.

its ashame because i cant even say that shes a sweet person. you know when someone is being a bitch and you can say "oh she has had some bad days but shes a real sweet person". naw i cant say that. but what can you do? in a month and 15 days im gonna come home...yes my own home and get in my memory foam bed and actually get to relax and enjoy my own company. people say you'll get bored...trust me i wont. i really wont. but ill keep yall posted.
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WOW LONG TIME
2007-07-28
yeah its been a long time. but ive got some good news. but first let me tell you whats been going on. im still working at ny waterway (i havent been short with the money). matter of fact ive been working so much that i havent been able to post here. i know you guys are probably wondering about hector. well he has his own blog here. so you can find it and read it. to be honest im trying to stay away from him because he says one thing and doesnt follow it. what i mean is because he will send me this lon text saying he is going to leave me alone then he will aend me an even longer text saying that he wants to talk. its getting so annoying that i just wish he would lose my number.

yeah im finally getting my own place. i went to sign the lease with yamil. we went to see the place the other day. its so nice. so sept 15 is the move in date. im so excited. i wish next month was sept. plus my bday is in sept.

so thats it in a nut shell. just been working with only one day off and saving mostly all my money. well the money im not spending on bills. yamils mother is giving us a new microwave, a toaster oven, a kitchen table, and dishes and stuff. but lately shes been drinking a lot. i think she doesnt want yamil to leave. i just found out that hes been giving her his whole check. like wtf? oh well i told him that if he doesnt stop giving her his whole check and start saving more he can just forget about moving in with me. because he lets evryone use him and he cant make things happen for himself. i know thats his mother but her other son is giving her 400 a month and he is giving her 800 a month. so while she racking up hes struggling. but fuck that not me. if im going to struggle im going to do it by myself. i dont need someone dragging me down. wether it be mentally or financially.

but ill keep yall posted.
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