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what should i do
2007-06-27
this weekend hector wants me to spend the weekend with him. he wants me to bring tj. i know that im not helping the situation any by agreeing to spend the weekend with him. i should have said no but im giving him a chance. the chance that he wants. i think after this he should realise that we will not be a couple. i really seriously dont know how to tell him that so he can stop talking about being in love with me. i hope this works.

but ill keep yall posted.
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letter to an ex
2007-06-09
well i know my ex is reading this causehe has nothing better to do. i just want to say that im finally happy with where i am now and nothing is going to change that. im going to leave you alone and you leave me alone. i feel so releaved that im finally in aplace where i couldnt seem to get with you. i shouldnt have to force mself not to have doubts that should come automatically. sorry you are hurting right now but i think you should move on.

i know this may seem cruel or mean but since when i tell you face to face you dont listen. so i guess with millions or try thousands of people reading you will get the hint. its over!

to all others i will keep you posted.
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FINALLY SOOOO EXCITED
2007-06-05

Well how has everyone been? I've been just great. I met a new guy. His name is Yamil. I've been the most happiest in my life. I feel like I'm just on cloud nine. I've met half his family and his mom likes me and his cousins are really cool. I went to his job today and met his coworkers. I was embarrassed because they know so much about me and I didn't know them so all I could do was stand there and look stupid and nod my head up and down.

 As for Hector. We are still friends and he wants more from me. I don't think i will ever give him any more of what he wants. He wants a relationship and I'm  happier with Yamil. I have nothing against Hector it's just that he is not the one for me.

Me and Yamil are getting a place together. With Hector I guess I had to say lets do it now. I know know? Things just seem to flow with Yamil. I don't seem pressured or it doesn't feel like I'm waiting. I wanted a man to come and take charge and Yamil did just that. Tj absolutly LOVES LOVES LOVES LOVES him.

Work at NY Waterway is still going strong. I'm working full time hours now. So I'm saving as much money as I can so when its time for us to move we can buy furniture and stuff right away and not have to wait. Yamil has bills and stuff he has to take care of because we were thinking about moving in in July but that's next month so we decided to do it in September. That way he can take care of some stuff and I can continue to save money. So I will keep you guys posted. Have a good one.

 SORRY IT TOOK SOOOOO LONG FOR ME TO WRITE.
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